disturbed

I don't know why but I feel that I'm getting more & more sensitive these days. I would get upset just because somebody raises his / her voice at me. (even though i tend to do the same thing too). i think i need some space and room to think for myself. i should please myself first instead of expecting others to please me. =)

I feel stupid for being too emotional..

what's the difference?

hello!

okay since i'm busy with the first stage of preparing for my wedding, i simply cannot decide what type of wedding ring that i want. i don't want to be one of those people who would just buy all the rings that they like and would make their fingers look like orang gila.. batu merah sini batu putih sana.. if you get what i mean..

my engagement ring is a diamond ring and many people feel that it's too much for an engagement ring..

for example, kate (yes.. we are already on first name basis).. haha.. mesti nak compare ngan somebody famous.. her engagement ring is a sapphire ring while her wedding ring is just a plain wedding band..

so i decide to do some research.. haha..

it turns out, that i am doing the right thing!!! haha..

'The first ring that would be given (if he chooses to) is the promise ring. this ring symbolizes his promise and your promise to be faithful to each other and basically tells everyone that you are both off the market. This ring is thin and small...usually has a small diamond (under a 1/10th karat). The engagement ring is the ring given when you and he promise to each other to be married at some point. This ring is usually in gold or white gold with a large diamond (solitare) or with three stones like mine. This is worn on the left ring finger. The wedding band is either a plain gold band or a band that matches the engagement ring. this ring is given on your wedding day as part of the ceremony. it is worn together with the engagement ring on your left hand.'

so now i am determine to choose a perfect wedding band that matches my engagement ring... so that i can wear them together and not have my fingers looking like orang gila...

P/S: sorry if this entry is boring you!

when i wear it one day..

i've just bought the latest issue of glam magazine.. while i was going through the events section, i can't help but notice how gorgeous norjuma is. i used to like her when she was a tv host but at that time i couldn't be bothered by her style & poise. there aren't much pictures of her on the internet but i like the way she wears her hijab. it's so simple and practical. when i choose to wear it one day, i would definitely want to wear it in her style. (kalaulahhh kurus mcm die!)

man.. i love this kebaya!! tiba2 nk buat mcm ni satuuu! haha. actually i have this kind of batik from a friend who bought it in indo but the tailor made it so big!!!

oh yeah.. i learned that she was 105kg & got back to 58kg by just eating sayur rebus for 6 months! sayur rebussss?????? seriously????? i have limited choices of veges that i like!!!!!!

The Lying Game

This whole day, I thought of doing school related stuffs but since this is a mini break, I decided to watch The Lying Game the whole day. After watching Episode 1, I was already itching for more.

Sara Shepard is a genius writer! <-- she wrote Pretty Little Liars.. even though I'm a little bit too old to be reading / watching her work, i can't help but enjoy them. I finish the whole entire season in one day...

This actress reminds me of the character Marissa Cooper from The O.C. although she looks similar to Elena from the Vampire Diaries. Guess now brunette girls are so in. (FYI, I love brunettes).

The synopsis:

'Two identical sisters are dealt two very different hands in life. Emma is an orphan who got passed from foster home to foster home. Sutton is a charmed teen who got adopted by a wealthy family in Arizona. When Emma can no longer stand her current living situation, she sets up a meeting with Sutton. Only the arrival isn't quite the reunion she imagined, as Sutton immediately convinces her to trade places, so she can follow a lead on their birth mother.

Emma has limited options, considering she was running from Social Services. She reluctantly agrees. With new clothes and a new car, she heads off as Sutton. Sutton, meanwhile, tells her that everything she needs to know is on her laptop. Too bad a burglar swiped that at the conclusion of the pilot.

Emma handles the transition awkwardly, but fairly well, given the circumstances. After all, Sutton tells her it would only be two days until they could switch back... but then she fails to show up. The closing shot depicts Sutton on the receiving end of a surprise attack. But from who? Hello, mystery number-one!

Sutton also insinuated that her parents did something horrible and know more than they lead on about her adoption, just providing one of moments that left me scratching my head for more answers.

Such as: Who can Emma trust now that she can't reach Sutton? Which adorable guy is actually Sutton's boyfriend? What more do Sutton's parents know?'

Read more: http://www.tvfanatic.com/2011/08/the-lying-game-review-pilot/#ixzz1c61vnhUE

I love you

nicole, i love you. i love your songs and i love the way you look like. do you know how much i love you? hahaha.

'Life isn't about finding yourself, it's about creating yourself'

-Unknown

say hello!!!

say hello to my new lappy!!! i bought a black cover cause that pink macbook bring me bad luck.. haha. and also to match my new ipad black cover..

stoooooppppiiiiiiiddddddd me!

i made such a stooooppiiiddd mistake... i'm so angry at myself.. as some of you may know, my laptop is broken. but my hard disk is finnneeeee.. i was so happy with that.. WASSSS... i just need to get the external case.. so i went to another shop to get the case and feeling very lazy to do anything as the salesperson said that could not open it, he asked me to format it and i sort of forced him to do it (i didn't tell him that my external is from a MACBOOK) *slaps forehead* you can't open a macbook harddisk on a windows laptop... urghhhh!!! i am so stress thinking of all my teaching materials that have been deleted.. there's just sooo soo sooo many teaching materials!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and not to forget my NZ pictures.. i need most of the pictures for my wedding.... UUUUUWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!