Wednesday, October 28, 2009

saje boring

100 Truths! 

1. Last beverage → sky juice.
2. Last phone call → ibu.
3. Last text message → mark.
4. Last song you listened to →broken hearted girl -beyonce.
5. Last time you cried → a few days ago

1. Dated someone twice → no.
2. Been in Love → yes.
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? → NO!
4. Lost someone special?→ yes
5. Been depressed?→ always???
6. Been drunk and threw up? → ;p

1. pink
2. white
3. blue
4. black

1. Made new friends → yes.
2. Fallen out of love → no.
3. Laughed until you cried → yes.
4. Met someone who changed you → idk.
5. Found out who your true friends were → yes.
6. Found out someone was talking about you → yes. i think it happens to everyone.
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → of course.
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → most of them.
9. How many kids do you want to have in the future → 1/2
10. Do you have any pets → i don't like petssss
11. Do you want to change your name - NO!
12. What did you do for your last birthday→ when out with mark.
13. What time did you wake up today → 7.10
14. What were you doing at midnight last night? → sleeping. ZZZzzzZZZ
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → posting? hehe.
16. Last time you saw your father→ this morning.
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → nothing i guess. maybe i just need more money. hehe.
18. What are you listening to right now → this track bassline road. i downloaded it cause i saw tracy anderson used it for her workout.
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → NO. i think. i'm not so sure. OH. a friend of mine her mother is known as Che Tom. but pronounced like a malay name la. tom tom bak. something like that. haha.
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? → my mum?? haha.
24. Most visited web page → facebook 

1. What's your name → Fatin Haya
2. Nicknames → fatin, kakak
3. Birthday: 03.09.1986
4. Zodiac sign → Virgo
5. Male or female or transgendered → Female.
6. Elementary →SRK Convent Green Lane
7. Middle School → same
8. High school → MRSM Muar
10. Hair color → black
11. Long or short → shoulder-length
16. Height → 170cm
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → hehehe.. does Chuck Bass count?
18: What do you like about yourself? → so cute. haha. i kid i kid. idk. many many aspects that i like and don't like. haha.
19. Piercings → ears
20. Tattoos → NO!
21. Righty or lefty → Rightyyyyyy.

22. First surgery → haven't had one before
23. First piercing → when i was 2/3
24. First best friends → hmmm. i think ayu kot. time primary. haha.
26. First sport you joined → swimming.
27. First pet → none
28. First vacation → hmmm i think genting/jakarta la.
29. First concert → Justin Timberlake. I have been to other concerts before but MAYJAH concert only JT's.
30. First crush → oh. haha. he's married now with a child.

49. Eating → no
50. Drinking → no
52. I'm about to → finish this boring quiz!
53. Listening to → same as above. ya allah annoyingnye soalan2 ni.
55. Waiting for → YOU!

58. Want kids? → YEAH!!
59. Want to get married? → YES!!!
60. Careers in mind? → richie rich.

68. Lips or eyes → the first.
69. Hugs or kisses → both.
70. Shorter or taller → taller.
71. Older or Younger → idc.
72. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous.
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → hmmm. i find this to be a difficult q. okay i choose arm!
74. Sensitive or loud → sensitive.
75. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
77. Trouble maker or hesitant → neither.

78. Kissed a stranger → NO!
79. Drank hard liquor → ????
80. Lost glasses/contacts → NO!
81. Sex on first date → NO!
82. Broken someone's heart → maybe?
83. Had your own heart broken → yes.
85. Been arrested → NO!
86. Turned someone down → Yes.
87. Cried when someone died → Yes.
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? →Yes. ahaha. i kid i kid.

89. Yourself → yes. most of the time?
90. Miracles → yes.
91. Love at first sight → not really.
92. Heaven → yes.
93. Santa Clause → no! bangangnye soalan ni.
95. Kiss on the first date? → NO!
96. Angels → yes

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes.
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? --> no.
99. Posting this as 100 Truths? → yes.

OMG! this quiz is so boring that i feel like sleeping after completing it!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Russian Roulette

okay i feel like i have been neglecting my blog. i have a lot of things going on that i don't have time to update it. oh i've just downloaded rihanna's new single russian roulette. awesome! i like! hehe. her best song so far. it's so powerful?? ahaha. okay the lyricsla. no time to upload the video. and don't know how also.

Rihanna - ‘Russian Roulette’ Lyrics

Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost


As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life


Sunday, October 18, 2009

celebrity bride

i have just finished reading this book. It made me laugh out loud. Who doesn't love the idea of dating a celeb heartthrob? What I really liked about this book is it's unexpected twists. I have fallen in love with rufus george. hmmm who should play him if this were turned into a movie?? i don't like brad pitt. i think he can be evil. LOL. i think hugh jackman would be perfect. Kelly Monsoon?? Hmmm maybe reese witherspoon/jennifer garner/renee zellweger. i so can't wait for the the follow up book. and i think i should get her other books as well: the wag's diary & a wag abroad.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

royal pains

So yesterday I went out with an old school mate. Since in JB there's not many shops to look at we went to the DVD store. I've been meaning to watch this show for a long time cause the guy is a carriage doctor at the hamptons. i always get excited to watch shows when it is about rich families cause i can berangan. haha. anyway for the episodes that i have watched, i am loving it!

Friday, October 9, 2009


I think britney spears' new single is way better than womanizer. it's so catchyyyy. i even like the cover for the single. okay i don't know how to upload the tune here. i always blame it on blogspot even though it's me who doesn't know how to upload it. you should listen to it. hehe. the lyrics:

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I’m caught in between
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin’ down with 3P
Everybody loves ***

Babe, pick a night
To come out and play
If it’s alright
What do you say?

Merrier the more
Triple fun that way
Twister on the floor
What do you say?

Are – you in
Livin’ in sin is the new thing (yeah)
Are – you in
I am countin’!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I’m caught in between
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin’ down with 3P
Everybody loves ***

Three is a charm
Two is not the same
I don’t see the harm
So are you game?

Lets’ make a team
Make ‘em say my name
Lovin’ the extreme
Now are you game?

Are – you in
Livin’ in sin is the new thing
Are – you in
I am countin’!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I’m caught in between
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin’ down with 3P
Everybody loves ***

What we do is innocent
Just for fun and nothin’ meant
If you don’t like the company
Let’s just do it you and me
You and me…
Or three….
Or four….
On the floor


sometimes i think that i am being OVERsensitive. i mean i tend to analyze whatever things that people said or did a little bit too much. this usually happens at night. people might be having a bad day and i cannot simply expect them to CARE about me all the time. then again, i tend to always BUG some people. sometimes i like to MAKE FUN of some people a little bit too much. so it is not their fault for being MEAN to me. it's just that i hate being treated that way or at least make me feel like i am INVISIBLE. I hate myself for not being able to tell them that it HURTS. or at least it would be a lot easier if you could just tell me what's bugging you.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

attached + self control

okay. i am in some kind of blogging roll here. i just realized two things about me. a, i don't have self control and b, i get so easily attached to people which equals to more trouble. *sigh* 


right now i am 'legally' downloading some songs. it's been quite a while since i last updated my itunes. okay the songs that i am currently downloading:

a. nobody's perfect - hannah montana (current obsession)
b. run this town - Rihanna, Jay-Z and Kanye West
c. be on you - flo rida and ne-yo
d. already gone - kelly clarkson
e. down - jay sean


oh! why my blog is so ugly. i don't know how to cantikkan it. it's just so boring! 

p/s - oh my god! i know the existence of your blog!! if you think i don't know about it, think again muahaha (rico style). if you know what i mean.

aik! ps lagi panjang. i guess i'm just in a good mood. haha.

lambat sikit

oh i'm a little bit too late. anyways, last saturday, i had a party with my students at home. i bought like 10 boxes of pizzas and my aunty made some desserts, nuggets and fried mee hoon. oh i'm too lazy too upload more picturesss! hehe.  

fifth year anniversary

1st oct. my fifth year anniversary with mark. didn't do anything much as we were in school until 7. after showering we went to midvalley and the gardens. i got the ring and we had dinner at chili's =). love you even though there are times where i hate you. LOL.

the ring

the bracelet that i bought a week earlier