Friday, December 25, 2009


opssss. accidentally added!~~~

Tuesday, December 22, 2009


so as i opened my facebook account, there it was. a suggested friend. somebody i used to like. haha. i was so excited. so i clicked on his page, and i noticed zero mutual friends. zilch. and how did facebook know that i know him? that's so weird. and even when i refresh my facebook page again and again he's still there.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Gilmore Girls

I am watching reruns of Gilmore Girls. Sometimes watching Emily makes me smile. She is so her.

Monday, December 14, 2009

i am in awe

he's just so cute. i can watch this all dayy.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

can't wait

i did something ridiculously stupid! anyways can't wait for the movie. i am currently working on a project. i was inspired watching julie and julia. but it has nothing to do with cooking.

i'm obsessed!

i'm obsessed with this show. i love the music. i love the cast!

Thursday, December 3, 2009


For the past few days, I have been having nightmares and it ain't beautiful. Every time when I have nightmares for dayssss something bad is about to happen. Oh please not let it be something really really baddddd.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009


last year i never thought that the day that i will leave New Zealand would come
and now i never thought of the day that i will leave IPBA would ever come
yet i know it will come
i should just make the most of my time left in IPBA and cherish the people around me
when i left MRSM i felt this way too but i know that living IPBA can affect me more as i spent more time in ipba and i am attached to some meaningful individuals.


i think that i am not into blogging anymore cause i am no longer emo. ahaha. i think.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

i think

sometimes i think that i like doing stupid stuff. i know i might regret it in the future. i have to change that part of me. i have to always remember that each action has consequences. i might not see it right now but it will happen some time in the future. i guess i am still not mature enough. i HAVE to change that part of me. i hate this part right here. haha. teringat that song by PCD. this entry is not related to any event that happened recently but it is something that i thought about after Dr Boon's talk.

Saturday, November 7, 2009


letting go is part of growing up. menjilat ludah sendiri i can never agree upon. i'd love to say i told you so. =)

Tuesday, November 3, 2009


i think that the new episode of gg is so sadddd. i cried during the last scene (blair & chuck).

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

saje boring

100 Truths! 

1. Last beverage → sky juice.
2. Last phone call → ibu.
3. Last text message → mark.
4. Last song you listened to →broken hearted girl -beyonce.
5. Last time you cried → a few days ago

1. Dated someone twice → no.
2. Been in Love → yes.
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? → NO!
4. Lost someone special?→ yes
5. Been depressed?→ always???
6. Been drunk and threw up? → ;p

1. pink
2. white
3. blue
4. black

1. Made new friends → yes.
2. Fallen out of love → no.
3. Laughed until you cried → yes.
4. Met someone who changed you → idk.
5. Found out who your true friends were → yes.
6. Found out someone was talking about you → yes. i think it happens to everyone.
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → of course.
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → most of them.
9. How many kids do you want to have in the future → 1/2
10. Do you have any pets → i don't like petssss
11. Do you want to change your name - NO!
12. What did you do for your last birthday→ when out with mark.
13. What time did you wake up today → 7.10
14. What were you doing at midnight last night? → sleeping. ZZZzzzZZZ
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → posting? hehe.
16. Last time you saw your father→ this morning.
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → nothing i guess. maybe i just need more money. hehe.
18. What are you listening to right now → this track bassline road. i downloaded it cause i saw tracy anderson used it for her workout.
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → NO. i think. i'm not so sure. OH. a friend of mine her mother is known as Che Tom. but pronounced like a malay name la. tom tom bak. something like that. haha.
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? → my mum?? haha.
24. Most visited web page → facebook 

1. What's your name → Fatin Haya
2. Nicknames → fatin, kakak
3. Birthday: 03.09.1986
4. Zodiac sign → Virgo
5. Male or female or transgendered → Female.
6. Elementary →SRK Convent Green Lane
7. Middle School → same
8. High school → MRSM Muar
10. Hair color → black
11. Long or short → shoulder-length
16. Height → 170cm
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → hehehe.. does Chuck Bass count?
18: What do you like about yourself? → so cute. haha. i kid i kid. idk. many many aspects that i like and don't like. haha.
19. Piercings → ears
20. Tattoos → NO!
21. Righty or lefty → Rightyyyyyy.

22. First surgery → haven't had one before
23. First piercing → when i was 2/3
24. First best friends → hmmm. i think ayu kot. time primary. haha.
26. First sport you joined → swimming.
27. First pet → none
28. First vacation → hmmm i think genting/jakarta la.
29. First concert → Justin Timberlake. I have been to other concerts before but MAYJAH concert only JT's.
30. First crush → oh. haha. he's married now with a child.

49. Eating → no
50. Drinking → no
52. I'm about to → finish this boring quiz!
53. Listening to → same as above. ya allah annoyingnye soalan2 ni.
55. Waiting for → YOU!

58. Want kids? → YEAH!!
59. Want to get married? → YES!!!
60. Careers in mind? → richie rich.

68. Lips or eyes → the first.
69. Hugs or kisses → both.
70. Shorter or taller → taller.
71. Older or Younger → idc.
72. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous.
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → hmmm. i find this to be a difficult q. okay i choose arm!
74. Sensitive or loud → sensitive.
75. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
77. Trouble maker or hesitant → neither.

78. Kissed a stranger → NO!
79. Drank hard liquor → ????
80. Lost glasses/contacts → NO!
81. Sex on first date → NO!
82. Broken someone's heart → maybe?
83. Had your own heart broken → yes.
85. Been arrested → NO!
86. Turned someone down → Yes.
87. Cried when someone died → Yes.
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? →Yes. ahaha. i kid i kid.

89. Yourself → yes. most of the time?
90. Miracles → yes.
91. Love at first sight → not really.
92. Heaven → yes.
93. Santa Clause → no! bangangnye soalan ni.
95. Kiss on the first date? → NO!
96. Angels → yes

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes.
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? --> no.
99. Posting this as 100 Truths? → yes.

OMG! this quiz is so boring that i feel like sleeping after completing it!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Russian Roulette

okay i feel like i have been neglecting my blog. i have a lot of things going on that i don't have time to update it. oh i've just downloaded rihanna's new single russian roulette. awesome! i like! hehe. her best song so far. it's so powerful?? ahaha. okay the lyricsla. no time to upload the video. and don't know how also.

Rihanna - ‘Russian Roulette’ Lyrics

Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost


As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life


Sunday, October 18, 2009

celebrity bride

i have just finished reading this book. It made me laugh out loud. Who doesn't love the idea of dating a celeb heartthrob? What I really liked about this book is it's unexpected twists. I have fallen in love with rufus george. hmmm who should play him if this were turned into a movie?? i don't like brad pitt. i think he can be evil. LOL. i think hugh jackman would be perfect. Kelly Monsoon?? Hmmm maybe reese witherspoon/jennifer garner/renee zellweger. i so can't wait for the the follow up book. and i think i should get her other books as well: the wag's diary & a wag abroad.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

royal pains

So yesterday I went out with an old school mate. Since in JB there's not many shops to look at we went to the DVD store. I've been meaning to watch this show for a long time cause the guy is a carriage doctor at the hamptons. i always get excited to watch shows when it is about rich families cause i can berangan. haha. anyway for the episodes that i have watched, i am loving it!

Friday, October 9, 2009


I think britney spears' new single is way better than womanizer. it's so catchyyyy. i even like the cover for the single. okay i don't know how to upload the tune here. i always blame it on blogspot even though it's me who doesn't know how to upload it. you should listen to it. hehe. the lyrics:

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I’m caught in between
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin’ down with 3P
Everybody loves ***

Babe, pick a night
To come out and play
If it’s alright
What do you say?

Merrier the more
Triple fun that way
Twister on the floor
What do you say?

Are – you in
Livin’ in sin is the new thing (yeah)
Are – you in
I am countin’!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I’m caught in between
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin’ down with 3P
Everybody loves ***

Three is a charm
Two is not the same
I don’t see the harm
So are you game?

Lets’ make a team
Make ‘em say my name
Lovin’ the extreme
Now are you game?

Are – you in
Livin’ in sin is the new thing
Are – you in
I am countin’!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I’m caught in between
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin’ down with 3P
Everybody loves ***

What we do is innocent
Just for fun and nothin’ meant
If you don’t like the company
Let’s just do it you and me
You and me…
Or three….
Or four….
On the floor


sometimes i think that i am being OVERsensitive. i mean i tend to analyze whatever things that people said or did a little bit too much. this usually happens at night. people might be having a bad day and i cannot simply expect them to CARE about me all the time. then again, i tend to always BUG some people. sometimes i like to MAKE FUN of some people a little bit too much. so it is not their fault for being MEAN to me. it's just that i hate being treated that way or at least make me feel like i am INVISIBLE. I hate myself for not being able to tell them that it HURTS. or at least it would be a lot easier if you could just tell me what's bugging you.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

attached + self control

okay. i am in some kind of blogging roll here. i just realized two things about me. a, i don't have self control and b, i get so easily attached to people which equals to more trouble. *sigh* 


right now i am 'legally' downloading some songs. it's been quite a while since i last updated my itunes. okay the songs that i am currently downloading:

a. nobody's perfect - hannah montana (current obsession)
b. run this town - Rihanna, Jay-Z and Kanye West
c. be on you - flo rida and ne-yo
d. already gone - kelly clarkson
e. down - jay sean


oh! why my blog is so ugly. i don't know how to cantikkan it. it's just so boring! 

p/s - oh my god! i know the existence of your blog!! if you think i don't know about it, think again muahaha (rico style). if you know what i mean.

aik! ps lagi panjang. i guess i'm just in a good mood. haha.

lambat sikit

oh i'm a little bit too late. anyways, last saturday, i had a party with my students at home. i bought like 10 boxes of pizzas and my aunty made some desserts, nuggets and fried mee hoon. oh i'm too lazy too upload more picturesss! hehe.  

fifth year anniversary

1st oct. my fifth year anniversary with mark. didn't do anything much as we were in school until 7. after showering we went to midvalley and the gardens. i got the ring and we had dinner at chili's =). love you even though there are times where i hate you. LOL.

the ring

the bracelet that i bought a week earlier

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

i want!


many many things on my mind

things on my mind

1. at last i've found my bracelet! it was the only one left. had to check on so many outlets!
2. and now i want the ring!
3. having your own broadband is not that fun after all cause that stupid celcom broadband's connection sucked since raya! big time!!
4. practicum is almost over! yabeeeda bedooooooo.
5. i have almost finished reading sleeping arrangements =)

okay nak tido! actually there aren't that many things on my mind. haha. 

Sunday, September 27, 2009


i don't like being in ipba most of the times! forcing us to do this and that is so ipba style! pdahal they can just give us a one week break after the practicum briefing!

post raya

i went to klcc. i told mark that i have to buy something today. imc card holders got great discount. had to buy 2 bags. good bargain. haha. just two. got duit raya what. haha. oh and still can't find the bracelet that i wanted. supposedly i can only get it in pavillion/mid valley. i desperately need it. am annoyed with something. not important. need to deal with it more lc style? haha.

Saturday, September 26, 2009


suddenly i missed some moments. and some people too. that made my day! hehe.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Better late than never. Haha. Sorry for all my wrongdoings and I hope that I will not repeat it ; ) This raya has been tiring!!! I went to so many places and when I came back home there were so many people who came to visit us! I prefer raya in Auckland in a way cause in a way it's not that tiring. Eii! Malasnye nak cerite. Not in the mood just yet. 

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

How NOT To Shop

So tonight I went out with Iqa and Sal. Since the holidays is just around the corner i thought of doing some reading. i bought this new chick lit book by carmen reid - how not to shop. i was like so happy that i have something to read during the short break. ANYWAYS, suddenly i felt the urge of going into Jaspal cause there's this bag that i like. the bag is no longer there. so feeling tak 'puas hati' i thought that i should just go to nine west. without even thinking i simply pick a bag that is different from my other bags. then, on the way back i saw this shop Tiamo and their flats are on sale, if you buy two pairs la. i have bought casual shoes but i haven't bought a more 'formal' shoes for raya. so i felt like i HAD to buy it. sal bought the other one. AFTER THAT, went to Bangsar cause i wanted to show iqa the DVD store. then i had to buy DVDs too. haha. actually that is not that merepek cause i watch them. i bought the Hills season 5 and also Wizards of Waverly Place the movie. I think i should stop rambling. oh... actually this is a so-called reflection. Okay I need to start working on my lesson plan cause tomorrow is my final observation~!! Good Luck Fatin. haha.

yeay i'm happy

yeay!! i'm happy that for the first time i got a high level of competency. i feel so appreciated. haha. oh and i'm also happy that friday is an off day! i hate to say this but i think that maybe when i go back to ipba i know that i'll miss those monstrous students. 

Monday, September 14, 2009


oh! i thought i saw that S.O.B. controlling his newly created by him B.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

kill bill

kill kill kill
die die die
you kill kill kill
my dream dream dream

Saturday, September 12, 2009

fun fun fun.

had a fun weekend. watched three moviessss. hehe. i know a little bit too late to be watching up and orphan but STILL, i had fun. ahaha. i still haven't watched imagine that yet. i love all three movies but my absolute favourite is the ugly truth. i kind of liked orphan too but i was felt so tense watching it! had some fun staying at my aunt's place over the weekend playing with my cousins and she also got me some victoria's secret stuff as my uncle just got back from US.

on Friday, i officially hate teaching! i was so mad at my students that i threw their bags!

Friday, September 11, 2009

UUUUUUUUU!!!! Handsomenye!!!!

OMG!!! Meluatnye. I just saw your pictures on facebook! And it’s not even an original ray ban! What kind of style is that??? Erghhh!!! Rimas tengok muke fake you. Just get out of IPBA. Eiii now I realize I hate you and the feeling has always been there. And I won’t even mention your hairstyle! Ewwww MR beat-her-down.

sex and the 80's??

OoOoHhhhhh!!! I can't wait to watch the sequel of sex and the city 2. They are currently shooting in NY. Now they are channeling the 80's look. Carrie rocks Madonna's 80's looks and  Charlotte is Charlotte = perennially preppy. Could be a flashback. Could also be a way to deal with her rumored marital problems with BIG? There are two rumors that I heard and read:

a. Carrie goes through menopause. Or is it Samantha??
b. BIG looses his job. Move to London. Got a one bedroom apartment and cheated on Carrie. Carrie got pregnant.

I just can't wait to watch this movie. BUT, I think they should stop portraying BIG as the bad guy. although the audience still loves him. ahaha. he is lovable even when he's a jerk. i guys men in general are like that. ; )

I like the combination of apple green with pink.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

shit happens

shit happens. sometimes good shit happens too. =)

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

just a thought

i suddenly feel like writing what i feel. i have been feeling this feeling for the past few weeks. i don't know how to call it? neglected. check. terase. check. you used to be the person who always check on me whenever we are seperated. BUT this time, you never did. i'm not mad or anything. i just felt that i am left behind in your little world where i used to feel belonged once. if you do that to others too i won't feel abandoned... but i know you never abandon the rest. you are even nice to people who are not close to you. or am i only remembered when my presence is there? i guess i kind of miss you but there's no point because you don't even seem to remember my existence???? *sob*sob* just a thought to YOU. <3

other than that, i am having a blast. haha.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

verge to suicidal??

i'm so stressed with all the observations. and i don't think i like teaching that much. i'm going mad being in school most of the time. =(. maybe i need a new bag to cheer me up. *sigh*


i can be so emotional or ridiculous. whatever you want to call it. well, at least i am not HURTFUL.

Friday, September 4, 2009

in jb

am in jb now. my sis came to ipba yesterday and the driver picked the three of us back to jb. got back at 1.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

C and B

I saw these pictures in Nylon blogs. These are taken from Nylon Korea. Leighton = GORGEOUS.

Dance Flick

I have just finished watching Dance Flick. I HATEEEEEE it!!!! Luckily I did not watch it at the cinema. It was so fucking stooooopid!!!

Love Drunk

Oh I love this year's birthday. Many of my friends remembered my birthday. Haha. Although I didn't go out that much as I'm busy with my practicum. BUT Marky will go back with me for the weekend so i can still celebrate with my family during the weekend. Oh oh even though I was busy I still went out to pick out my present from Marky. Ahaha. I don't like surprises so I have to choose my own present. hehe.
Mark gave me this Logitech Pure Fi for my iPhone. I have always wanted one of this because I saw this in Dirty Sexy Money. Hahaha. 

Monday, August 31, 2009

food for thought

ramadhan?? supposed to be a good month to diet BUT with all the cravings, yeah right! AND I am still not yet inspired to write my lesson plan. i don't want to be lazy but i am not yet inspireddddd. *sigh* 

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Coco Chanel

I have just finished watching Coco Chanel, a story on the legendary fashion designer. This movie is only a TV production but it was pretty good. I can't wait to watch the movie Coco avant Chanel because Audrey Tautou will star as Coco Chanel in that one. After watching the movie, I really admire her success despite her hardships. She was the icon who created new looks and attitude. Simplicity is the keynote of Chanel designs. She portrays herself as a true feminist. She did not depend on men and she dares to chase after her dream despite the 'stability' that she had with playboy/millionaire Etienne Balsan. Can somebody buy me a chanel bag pleaseeee?? *sigh*

Where one should use perfume??? Wherever one wants to be kissed.
Coco Chanel

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Pride and Prejudice and Zombies AND Sense and Sensibility and Sea Monsters

What the heck? there's new twist to Jane Austen's classic novels, Pride and Prejudice and Zombies and Sense and Sensibility and Sea Monsters??? It features the original text of Jane Austen's novels but with all new scenes of bone-crunching zombies and sea monsters actions. HIGHlarious. I googled on Pride and Prejudice and Zombies synopsis since I have never read Sense and Sensibility before so it'll be difficult for me to understand it. Anywaysssss, supposedly in Pride and Prejudice and Zombies the story opens with a mysterious plague has fallen in the village and the dead are returning back to life!!! As feisty as always, Elizabeth Bennet is determine to wipe out all the zombies but she is distracted by the arrival of Mr Darcy. This story is written by Seth Grahame Smith. I don't have a thing for zombies so i might not read it but i guess it is supposed to be funnyyyyy. PLUS, it is said that the book is a hit that it has been translated into 17 languages!!! LOL. I Wonder if it is in Bahasa as well. Haha. Okay. Bye!!



OMFG! I really can't wait for GG season 3. A lot of rumors on what will happen in season 3 but I doubt that all of it is true. And where is Chuck and J going??????? Awards? Fashion Show??It looks like trouble!!!!! ahaha. Blair seems to be looking different on the set. No more hairbandsssss????? 

Sunday, August 23, 2009

shop shop shop

yeay! shopping spree weekend. geez. didn't think much just pick pick pick. haha. on saturday i went to sunway pyramid and bought 2 pairs of sneakers at skechers and i bought 2 tops at forever 21. then yesterday i went to the curve and indulge myself at liz clairborne. i bought 2 jeans and 4 tops. and then i was so happy to get free gifts and liz claiborne: a LC jewellery box and LC notebook. my dad said that it would be a lot cheaper if i just picked those two items. LOL. oh last night i went to the airport with the family to send my sister who is flying off to the States. Okay that's all. might update with some picturessss??? if i'm rajin maybe yesss.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

yesterday was tiring

yesterday was a tiring day for me. made cheesecake. and then not many students turn up to school. after school, i went to subang parade with marky. i ate at chicken rice shop for dinner. yesterday i felt like i have to eat everything because the next day is puasa! being ambitious as always, awal2 lagi I dah kenyang. hehe. then kan nak cuti. so i decide to buy a book for the holidays. i bought L.A. Candy by Lauren Conrad. I've read the first quarter of the book already and damnnnn. B-O-R-I-N-G. She's definitely not Shopie Kinsella. haha. After that, I went back home and sal wasn't in her room so i decide to call her and meet her up. So at 10.30, I went to Mid Valley to meet Sal and Iqa to catch a midnight movie, I love you Beth Cooper. It wasn't that nice. The trailer was awesome but the movie wasn't. Then I got so exhausted. I went back home and THENNNNNNN I went out to Pelita with marky and friendssssss. Yesterday was tiring and today is tiring toooo!! However, not in the mood to talk about it just yet. Why??? Because my cousin is disturbing me~!!!!!!! naughty naughty. LOL. =))))))))))))))))))))

Thursday, August 20, 2009

i read something.

i read something that i shouldn't have read. now i regretted it. haha. there has always been a stalking gene in me. ooh ooh. i feel like reading something esp. the puasa month is coming and i can't be eating all the time. So, i need to buy a book. i was thinking of L.A. Candy by L.C. but is it even worth buying and reading it? After reading through the storm by lynne spears i wouldn't want to read another book written by celebrity. =)))

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Saturday, August 15, 2009

went to school today

i went to school today. on a saturday. only about 20 students turned up (the whole school). i'm bored to deathhhhh. i have even finished marking. cepatla nak balik niiii.

Friday, August 14, 2009

i'm watching this show now. i kind of dig it. something different. 


i look a lot better in the old dayssssssssssssssssssss! genie can i get my wish now~~~~

Thursday, August 13, 2009


yesterday was very funny. i was invigilating the exam for my class. when i came in class i can't help to giggle a little cause one of the boys was making funny faces. i guess i was in a good mood that i can't pretend to act like a teacher. i regretted that i laugh cause i know they will not take me seriously. anywaysssss, i read my magazine while invigilating and i notice that some of the boys tried talking to each other. i can't yell since it might distract other students. SO since i only brought my magazine with me i wrote down the names of the boys who talked into my CLEO magazine and I even wrote down the marks that i'm going to deduct for their English paper. Then one of the boys asked me about it and i told him loudly, 'Well, if you make any attempt to talk with your friends i won't confiscate your paper but i will deduct your English marks'. I can see his terrified look. after the exam many of the students came to me to check whether their names are on the list or not. Those names who were on the list are practically begging me to not deduct their markssss. haha. i'm so happy that i have the powerrrrrrrrr =)))))))))))))))))).

Friday, August 7, 2009

i thought

when i first started my practicum i hated it. in fact i still think that being a teacher is a frustrating job. i thought that i won't fall for those little brats but they kind of make my day everyday. =))))))) 

Sunday, July 19, 2009


what to do when your students are so noisyyy????? ish ish. difficult.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

twenties girl

I have finished reading twenties girl by kinsella. it was different. but i kind of like it. i am a bit biased towards kinsella's writings. i know that i will always love her books no matter what it is about. LOL. even ghost stories. i mean i am definitely not a big fan of ghost stories. BUT this book is different. i can accept it. and it's funny. although not as funny as the shopaholic series. haha.

Friday, July 10, 2009


i am in love with the single 'battlefield' by jordin sparks. you should download it. slow internet connection. can't upload the video.

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down?
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands, tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose
What we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight
(Oh, oh, oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
'Cause baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
(Fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor

Why does love always feel like?
Why does love always feel like?
A battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Monday, July 6, 2009

adorable yet....

today for the first time i went into a form 1 class instead of entering form 2 classes everyday. they are only a year apart yet there is a MAJOR difference between form 1 and form 2. they are so adorable yet can be pretty crazyyyy???? They will simply touch anything that you're wearing and they try to be cute just to get your attention. oh myyyy. and i'll be teaching them p.e. for THREE months. 

Thursday, July 2, 2009


sometimes i feel lost when i am teaching. i always forgot what did i want to tell my students. AND i am really really bad with classroom management. i sooooo need to be more in control.

Monday, June 29, 2009

i don't knowwww

i will be entering classes starting tomorrow. i really don't know what to do. if only i could google specifically 'what to teach on the first day of practicum in the middle of the year.malaysian classroom context.english'.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

cold feet

i'm getting cold feet. i don't know what to expect. i hope i'll do well. i hope i'll do my best. malas nye.

drag me to hell

i heard some very disturbing news yesterday. you know the kind of news that will just annoy you. i guess the song 'wherever you will go' suits you well. however, in these scenario tak sweet langsung ok. menyemak aje. oh you have a house there is it?? well it's just like a 'tattoo'. whatever la. cikgu lukis2 aje pun. LOL. that's why you are so smart.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

merepek aje

i went out to tebrau city. felt like buying something. i don't know what to buy so i bought something merepek. okay. itu je nak bgtau. :-))))))).

Thursday, June 4, 2009

suka suka

I am so in love with lady gaga's new video paparazzi. It's an epic. I think that it is the best video for this year. She has definitely created a masterpiece. So suka sangatttt. What have I been doing this holiday?? Well, I've been quite busy. Now that my house is 99% readyyyy a lot of cleaning need to be doneeeeeee. Apart from that I'm being dragged to go to Clark Hatch like everyday by mummmmmm. haha. BUT, for the past two days, I have managed to escape from going there. HAHAHA. I hope when I go back to KL I will be more rajin to go there.

17 again

Just got back from watching the movie 17 again. uuuu. me likey likey. zec efron is zexyyyyyy. Oh and I shopped at body shop like a lot a lot and it's the third time. It was on saleeeee. Banyak betul beli bende mengarut seperti nail file la nail buffer la... okay la. i'm so lazy to write. hehe. BYE.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Change is good, change is bad.

I always complain when people change. Well I am always complaining. No surprise there. Hehe. Anyways, it just hit me that it is really annoying when some people just don't change. Even after knowing them for years and years. Kalau yang tak berubah tu bagus bagusla. BUT if it's not a positive trait than susah la. Some just won't change. I thought you would but I guess you are still the same. The world does not revolve around you only and not everyone is interested to COMPETE with you. We should be grateful with what we have. We should also be happy when our friends are happy (aka don't be selfish in case you still can't get the hint). LOL.

will it?

will the end be as tragic as Anne Boleyn's death?
I hope not..

Reading Month

Just got back from mid valley. Bought 5 books. Hehe. The books:

Need to start reading now. Enough Said. LOL.

Friday, May 22, 2009

eii tak larat

eii tak larat la tengok youssss... Bole tak get out of my sight????

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

current obsession

My current obsession is on the tudors court. It is a well known fact that I will change my obsession from time to time. LOL. Since I had nothing to do last week I finally felt like watching the movie the Other Boleyn Girl. It was AWESOME. Since Sal has books by Philippa Gregory I borrowed from her the Virgin's lover. 

  After reading the book I decide to learn more about the tudors family and sooooo I went to Amcorp Mall and bought the two seasons of the Tudors and also movies Elizabeth acted by Cate Blanchett. At least I have something beneficial to do this holiday. Hehe. Although belum start cuti.

My favourite characters are definitely mother-daughter Anne Boleyn and Queen Elizabeth I. Although Anne Boleyn was publicly beheaded I still adored her for being ambitious. She was considered 'different'. Her dark looks, sexual magnetism, wit and intelligence attracted the King. She dared to argue and answer back to King Henry. She was definitely 'different'.

Queen Elizabeth I is strongly associated with the Golden age where England becomes a true world economic and political power. She restored the country's lost sense of national pride. She did consider many proposals and her closest to marriage is Robert Dudley. However, she never married or had children. 

'I do not want a husband who honours me as a queen, if he does not love me as a woman' (Queen Elizabeth I, 1572).

When I was watching the season finale of Gossip Girl last week I got really excited as Blair (who is my favourite character) talked about the two characters that I like.. Hehe. 

Blair to Jenny: 'That's the thing. You need to be cool to be queen. Anne Boleyn thought only with her heart and she got her head chopped off. So her daughter Elizabeth made a vow never to marry a man. She married a country. Forget boys. Keep your eyes on the prize Jenny Humphrey. You can't make people love you but you can make them fear you. For what it's worth, you're my Queen. I choose you'.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009


Leeching is in your nature.
Being a parasite is part of it too.
Do you think that I enjoy looking you?
You are in many places. Here and There. Back and Forth.
I am so sick seeing the leech. Bloodsucker?? You have to be exterminated!
You are so tak tawu malu.
You really made my day. =)))))))))))

Thursday, May 7, 2009

am back..

I am back in jb. Only for the weekend since IPBA has so many ilmiah programsss. So what have I been doing dekat rumah????

1. Eat.

2. Arrange the books that I've brought back.

3. Watch he's just not that into youuuu for the second time. I love Justin Long and Ben Affleck in the movie. So sweet, 'You're my exception'.

4. Watch Desperate Housewives and Gossip Girl's latest episodes. Yela hari tu kan exam so had to studyy.

5. Transferred pictures from my old laptop to my external. Haha. Ni pun nak bgtau.

6. Right now I am lying down on my bed with my new set of duvet covers. I actually chose the material myself so perasan cantek la. But I think that it turned out to be quite nice. Maybe I should upload the picture of my bedddd. hehe. 

Too lazy to kemas my bed. Hehe.

7. Thinking of what to do.... Hmmm. Maybe I should continue watching grey's anatomy. I have missed so many episodes!!! :-)


Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Make It Happen

OMG! Make It Happen is like the worst movie in the history of all moviesssss. It was awful! Watching it was a real torture! 

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

yabeda bedoooo.

yabeda bedooooo!!!!! correct ke the spelling? hehe. yeah!!! my exams are overrrr. i'm so happy happy happy happy happy. hehe. actually i have lotssss of storiessss. some are happy some are sappy. but mostly happy = )))))))))))))))))). i really can't wait for next sem to begin cause i'll begin my practicum. and I'll be seeing less lalangssssss. BUT i know that when the time comes i'll be complaining on how i've missed attending lecturesssss. errr. ye ke??? hehe. i don't think so. i am actually thinking of doing something beneficial during this post exam perioddddd. i want to start buying and collecting materials that can be used for teaching-learning. ceh wah. oh and also reading my chick lit collections that I bought in Auckland as I just don't understand why I can't finish reading them. While I was in Auckland I managed to finish reading only three books!!!! hehe. BUT I kept on buying books. *sigh*. how i've missed auckland. I miss everything about auckland. oh i am so going out every single day as the past two days were very torturinggggg!!!!!!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Just In Time For Mother's Day

This is the link to Taylor Swift's latest video 'The Best Day'.
It is entirely about her mother. The home videos are so cute and touching. :-).

The Accidental Wife

I am reading this book by Rowan Coleman. Credit to SALINA. She asked me to emphasize on this! How do you know if your life has taken the wrong turn? The questions of what ifs. What if I had been more careful? What if I had studied harder? What if I had used my brain instead of following my heart? Some turns that I took may not be the right turn but I have always love the consistency in my life. So I'd try to avoid the what ifs questions.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Importance of Reflection

For this term I have to reflections for every subject except PD. So why do we have to do reflections??? 

1. Personal Growth
2. Professional Development
3. Adds meaning and depth to the assignments that we have done

Hmmm. I guess reflections are important. Even when you have to cite bazillion of sources.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

i'm not a superwoman

i'm not a superwoman.
ooohhhh banyaknye assignmentssssssss.
and exam is just around the corner.

Monday, April 20, 2009

ooh la la

i feel like buying something. but i don't know what should i buy. 

Monday, April 13, 2009


i have tons of storiesssssss. but i have more assignmentsssss. i love assignmentssss. they're so yummyyyyyy. nyummm nyummm.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

a, b or c.

a. Behind the scene?

b. Actress?

c. None of the above.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Tag by Nadia

1. How old are you?


2. Are you single?

No but available. hehe.

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?

27 or 28.

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?


5. If not, who would you want to marry?

Chuck Bass!

6. Who will be your bridesmaid or bestman?

Salina and Fina yang cun!

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?

Hotel kot!

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?

anywhere yang ade katil. ahahah.

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

hmmm. the more the merrier. hehe.

10. Will that include your exes?

hmmm. don't have any.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?


12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?


13. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding:

My Baby You by Marc Anthony.

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?

Anything also can.

15. Champagne or red wine?

Hmmm. Shots? haha.

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

Right after.

17. Money or household items?


18. How many kids would you like to have?

1 or 2.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?


20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know ?

a. Salina

b. Fina 

c. Zahirah