Friday, December 26, 2008

annoyed,annoyed, annoyed.

i am so annoyed right now with my stupid maid. eii. like what's the point of being a maid if you don't want to do things that you are asked to do. stupid stupid stupid. that's why la kot she becomes a maid. ish! bengang betul.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

so so lazy

i am just so so lazy to start unpacking my shipment. i managed to get everything out and just throw it around the room. eiii! so lazy and i'm so stress right now!!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

urgh. like so poyo.

i just came across somebody's facebook. like so poyo! some people will always be poyo. do you have to put everything that you own on facebook? ew. like takde life ke. haha. i'm just blabbing cause there's someone out there who is not my friend and as usual me menyebok2 and bukak tengok profile die. but i just cannot stand his poyoness. do u actually have to show your ipod and your iphone on one primary photo. that's like so eww. double ewww. i don't why but i am like so menyampah with you!

Friday, December 5, 2008


well, i have make many mistakes in my life. when i ask for forgiveness i would expect the person to forgive me immediately. but i don't think that as a person, i am that forgiving. even if the matter is so small. i would want to change it but i don't think i can. it is also important for me to note that people rarely make mistakes compared to me. haha. it's just my thought.


never ending story,
so tiring,
a lot
too lazy to do it.

haha. i'm just bulshitting cause i'm too lazy to clean up my room..

Thursday, December 4, 2008

the things that i'll miss in auckland

now that i'm back home, i start to thing about the things that i'm going to miss in auckland.

1. get to spend time with mark sesuka hati.
2. get my own room; unlike in IPBA.
3. i can survive walking. i can walk to queen street. in malaysia, jangan harapla i nak jalan kaki.
4. free bus. when feeling lazy to walk to queen street from uni.
5. burger fuel. oh i forgot to taste it one last time before i go back.
6. foodtown. but definitely not working there.
7. annoyedkan nab with myto. however, can continue it in IPBA.
8. ulang2 karaoke the same song.
9. that annoying girl yang suke bebual. dah takde cter terbaru. haha.
10. jackie~!!

actually there's a lot more but i'm so lazy to continue writing. haha.


i just bought myself britney's new album 'circus'. i feel so tidak berteknologi for still buying CDs instead of just downloading it from itunes. but when i but the cd, there i feel like i own it instead of just downloading it. plus i get to see pictures. haha. my opinion of the album? awesome awesome!! look how far she has come....

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

hello malaysia

now, i'm really back home. i'm happy to be home. i was missing a lot of things in Malaysia. however, i do miss auckland. even with all the crazy drama. LOL. okay. i'm so lazy to write more. bye!

Friday, November 28, 2008


what happened was uncool. what you did was uncool. i forgive and aims to forget. then you're doing another uncool thing. what the heck? i guess we'll always be uncool as long as you aim to please the uncool subject.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008


my most memorable experience
-sunway lagoon, form 4, did all rides.

my most terrifying moment
-1st October 2004

my most annoying habit
-have to spend all of my money

my most favourite people
-family, mark and friends

my most favourite song
-currently Britney's 'Out from Under'

my most favourite actress
-Julia Roberts

my most favourite series
-Gossip Girl, Desperate Housewives, Brothers and Sisters, Grey's Anatomy, The Hills, Sex and the City (I love them all)

my most favourite sitcom

my most favourite celebrity crush
-Justin Timberlake

my most favourite dream
-when I dream that I could buy everything that I want

my most favourite website

my most bad habit
- eating a lot

that's all. saje je. i couldn't sleep. so i have to write something.... Byee!

p/s:missing you already.

Monday, November 24, 2008

i think.

i think,
you are stupid,
i think,
you are lazy,
i think,
you are lying,
i think,
you are pretending,
i think,
you are foolish,
i think,
you are cold,
i think,
you should go.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

rain rain

it has been raining for the past two days. i'm so bored. i don't know what to do.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

trouble is a friend

trouble is a friend, no matter if you're fast no matter if you're slow, the eye of the storm and the cry in the morn, you're fine for a while but you start to loose control.

I'd like to pretend that I don't care but I know that I care. hmmpf. I know that the things that I do is childish but if I were to turn back the clock I will still be doing the same things. I know that you're or used to be a part of me and it has always been meaningless. From this moment on, bye bye you trouble maker(s)!!!

Thursday, November 20, 2008


sometimes. when I don't like something about someone, maybe I shouldn't have said anything. cause what I don't realize is that I do have the same trait. it will be just like 'menjilat ludah sendiri'. just a thought.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

what did i do?? ahaha.

yesterday i had my linguist 307 exam. i would say that it was alright. hopefully pass la!!! haha. i'm so not an excellent student. anyways. i don't want to talk about my yesterday (saturday). on friday, my insurance money masuk. once the money is in, the temptation to but a new phone is soo tinggi!! i decided to go to queen street with mark, nab and myto even though we actually need to study for the exam asap. ye la orang lain dah pegi library since like two weeks ago!! kitorang ni boleh lagi nak meliar2. when we went to all the vodafone stores, *exaggerating* it seems that they only sell iphones on plan. wth!! i'm going back soon and nak plan ape nye!!! then i started to get cranky and hungry. selagi tak dapat phone. selagi tuhla tak puas hati!!! haha. so my patient bf and friends temanla pegi ALL the vodafone stores. At last we went to the vodafone store at downtown and i KNEW that it was my last hope. The guy started saying the same thing. Pas tuh like I start to buat muke kesian itu and I manage to purchase it!!!!!! Finally got my 16gb iphone 3g on Friday!!!
and then after that, usahla ditanye other merepek things that i bought. cause they are merepek!!! okay got to study EDUC now. even though i know i'll be studying at night. haha. bye!! xoxo.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008


wow. it has been quite a while since i have this super duper excited feeling!haha. i felt awful when i woke up as the allowance was not in!!! then i accompanied myto to rent a car. anyways, since i was so bored waiting for the car to be ready. i decided to call the insurance company. at last, after being patient for quite some time, i managed to get the claim for my iphone!!yeay!!! and i'm getting $850. i'm super duper happyyyyyyyy. should i or shouldn't i get a new iphone? haha. after that, we went to the shipping company.... on our way back from the shipping company, nab texted and said that our allowance is in!!!woohooooooo!!!my week was really crappy at the beginning but now it is definitely getting better. is that a sign that i'll do well for my exam?haha. i don't think so! study pun belum ade hati nak do well. i hope i'll at least pass cause i will definitely NOT want to repeat LINGUIST307. Tons of assignments!! and still there's a 40% exam!! memang the lecturer like orang gile and kerje pun mcm orang gile!! haha. okay, continuing my story even though it's not chronologically, once we realized that the allowance is in macam biasela.....straight go shoppingggg. since we haven't been to dressmart for quite a while we decided to drive there. well actually not 'we'... myto had to drive there.. haha.when i arrive dressmart as usual i act macam orang gila cause everything is so cheap. anyways i didn't shop much.. betul!!! myto was the one who shopped a lot for his newborn nephew. although geram btul since we chose so many stuff the receptionist left out the cute topi!!!! haha.hmmm. what else? then we got back and myto cooked for us. as usual again!!! haha. then we decided to study although i don't consider the amount that i read just now as 'studying'. anyways okay.. i want to sleep now cause have to wake up early tomorrowww..continue 'studying'.haha. Bye!!!

Monday, November 10, 2008

ya Allah!

eiiii!!!! i don't understand why sharifah ratina can be so stupido!!! we still have not yet received our allowance when we are going back in 21 daysssssssss!!!!!! hello!!! makan kuih raye aje keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008


chris brown may say that he could see hearts all over the world tonight but i may see desperation all over the world tonight. i don't know why but i believe that desperation can be seen as a positive thing since i can see it everywhere. in a way, desperation could connote a positive tone as it leads to love, new friendship and love again. i mean many people today have got to be desperate in order to find love. especially girl. *cough*. with the limited resources of men nowadays. LOL. *sigh*. however desperation can also make people become more distant, gets jealous and choose revenge. This is when some people will tend to be Miss Kiasu and would compete with people they consider to be their competition. It can be funny at times but it can also be annoying, I guess. It's not that I have ever encountered the 'desperatest desperation'. Haha. anyways, i am just writing this because i was reading something that makes me think of the term desperation.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

oh allowance!

yeay! i managed to do the things that i aim to do!!! now i am so stress! bile la allowance ni nak masuk. apela masalah kpm!!!!!!i want my allowanceeeeeeeee. i want to have more moneyyyyyyyyyy......

Friday, October 31, 2008

to do list

today, i don't have anything urgent that I have to do. So, I'm planning to sort my things out. These are the things that I plan to do today. Oh yeah before I forget, since I wake up at 11.30 I will have to start my day at 1.00 pm. LOL.

1300:wash dirty laundry/shower
1330:blow my hair

1345:move my laundry to the dryer/wash my towels & bath towels

1400:cook myself some maggi/stream this week's grey's anatomy

1415:eat while watching grey's anatomy
1445:get the first batch of clothes out of the dryer and hang them/dry the second batch of laundry

1500:start reading through the storm/get the chicken out of the freezer
1545:get the second batch of laundry out of the dryer

1700:start cooking for dinner
1830:dinner is served/wash my bedsheet, pillow cases and duvet cover

1900:start eating dinner

1930:put the washed bedding stuff in the dryer

2030:start making my bed
2100:start writing my resignation letter to Foodtown

2200:suke hati la i nak wat ape!!!hehe.

gee.i wonder will i be following these. well i have to organize myself today!!! :)

Thursday, October 30, 2008

so sad

i lost my iphone. in my own house. it's so sadddd :( and it seems that i lost my camera too.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

i have a story.

i have a story.
once a upon a time, there lived two girls in a house. They live quite happily. Although they always fight with each other, they try to keep the peace at home. One day, one of the girls become friends with a monster. The monster is really huge and ugly. He speaks a lot too. The monster and the girl got really close that they always cook together, dance together, shower together, watch movies together, sleep together and eat together. The other girl got really mad as the house is small and the monster is really big!!! The monster and the girl also like to make a lot of mess! it's like they are pooping in the house. The other girl got really violent and decide to kill the monster and the girl. So sad! Kesian. Cerite ini tiade kaitan antara yang hidup dan mati. hahaha.

what's new??

what's new with me?'s family is in auckland right now.. and i selalu menyebokla kat umah diorang and ikut jalan jalan. pastuh.. hari hari dikecewakan oleh e**** yang tak masuk masuk lagi... #$%@%$@#.. haha. like sal when she's doing her assignments..i just finished submitting a 1500 words assignment.. i slept for 12 hours after that!!. i hate it when you don't sleep for a day. even after sleeping for 12 hours the next day you still can't replace it. especially when i will always need y 8 hours of sleep. just like a baby. haha. shit. this blog is about sleeping is it? hahahahaha. oh now before the exams on the 15th and 17th I have loads of time. which i aim to spend on:
a) shopping once the allowance is in
b) finishing stephanie meyer's books
c) packing my stuff to send back
d) preparing for EXAMS
e) watch loads and loads of DVDS.
and I can't wait for nab and myto to move in. So, it won't be that sunyi anymore. Because mark is always sleeping. haha. plus myto can cook for me! haha. Okay. I'm going out with nab's parents. Bye!!!!

Saturday, October 25, 2008


rain rain go away.
come back another day.

tiru salina yang tiru amrien

i'm so bored. so i've decided to write something. this piece was inspired by salina. haha. i copied this from salina who copied this from amrien.. seven eleven katenye. hehehe.

7 random facts about me
1. I create my own telenovela on my mind with my own characters when I want to fill my time.
2. I like to give excuses when someone wants me to do something and I don't feel like doing it.
3. I never read books that aren't mine.
4. I am so easily influenced by TV shows.
5. I will always need somebody by my side.
6. When I eat, I don't like when there's so many gravy.
7. I am a Britney Spears fan.

7 things that scare me
1. Death
2. Height
3. Dogs
4. Ghosts
5. Living alone
6. Being scolded by my parents
7. Masuk hutan

7 random music at the moment
1. womanizer
2. piece of me
3. bleeding love
4. take a bow
5. how could an angel break my heart
6. better in time
7. like i'll never see you again

7 things i say the most
1. maybe
2. elaun tak masuk lagi
3. haaaaa.. tau tak
4. boringla.
5. hi!!!
6. eiiiii. tak suke gile die tu.
7. dah start wat assignment?

7 things i treasure the most
1. my novels
2. my room
3. internet?
4. my DVDs
6. iphone
7. laptop

7 'first time' things i ever did
1. lived outside of university accommodation this year
2. work as a cleaner 2007 (AWFUL!)
3. lost my handbag at GSC Midvalley in 2005.
4. bought my own handphone using my own cash this year
5. lived away from home. form 4 MRSM.
6. eat bende yang bercengkerang this year. mussels.
7. masak nasi when i was in form 2.

Friday, October 24, 2008

geram gile okay. a long lost friend actually got the nerve to text me and ask me to return her book that she said I borrowed. She said that I have to pulangkan it today cause another friend wants to read it today jugak.OMG!!!!poyonyeee...hello!!!nak attention sangat ke.i've passed it AGES ago like summer hari tuh kot.whateverrr.AND when I wanted to get back my DVDs susah pulak kan.poyo gilela.dahla gile kuase.LOL.

Thursday, October 23, 2008


gee. i can't remember the last time that i actually viewed my own blog. i think that i might start writing again. what's new? hmm. soon, i'll be leaving New Zealand. I know that I'll miss NZ but somehow I can't wait to go back as well. But I'm definitely not psyched on going back to IPBA. The assignments, early classes, the lack of freedom,.....aish..okayla. ngantukla. maybe i should sleep for a while..xoxo..

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

i'm ill

for the first time.i'm seriously ill in auckland.ish!semua ni welly ke punye pasal!!!!aduhaiii..i cannot do anything.cannot work.can only eat.hehe.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

somebody said.

somebody said that i have the almost perfect life. i just need to change two things. .1. be a bit thinner. 2. control my spending habit. but why oh why is it difficult to do it!!!!i want to change.but nobody's perfect.the first one or the second one.action speaks louder than words.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

stop it

bulshitting. just stop it.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

me back.hihi.

it has been a while since i've last posted or actually opened my blog.aduhai!i even forget my webpage add.well, a lot of new things have been going on in my life. first, i've started working in foodtown but that doesn't mean that i am getting richer. my visa is still not done. hihi. aduhai! tensionnye. other than that life has been pretty alright. though i've been quite busy.wah.jarang berlaku.hihi.i've started my school babi experience.hihi.penat!and because of that i'm not getting my mid sem break.cis cis cis.haha.but i'm not that depressed anymore because my accommodation issue has been settled.hihi.gtg!class starting soon.bye!

Monday, February 11, 2008

people that ANNOY me

i really don't get it. why do people that annoy me bug me so much! i mean they have some of the most horrible attitude that any being can have yet they really ANNOY me even when I don't see them after a while or even after a really LOOOONG time. ish! susah btul. can you do me a favour? Just DISSAPEAR. I don't want to be connected with you at all!!!!!!!! Of course you won't because i never keep in touch with you and you won't have any idea about my blog. and in some way you will always be connected with me. haha. i tak emo but nak emo.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

read this somewhere. haha.

Does My Bum Look Big In This?

Does my bum look big in this?
Well is the answer no or yes
Actually you have a big bum
So stop blaming it on the dress

still, i will always blame it on the baju. haha.

i've made a decision!!!

haha. i nak jd lg well organized. and then i want to stick to it. haha. cube jd mcm sal tulis pendek2. mcm ape je i rase.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

sex and the city

i've completed watching sex and the city. i know. a bit too late. still, if i were to watch it few years back i won't really learn from's definitely a relationship bible. seriously. if dog is a man's best friend's, then sex and the city is definitely a gal's best friend.definitely a survival kit in the relationship and friendship world.and the fashion is just awesome!AND for the first time, i don't have a favourite character. I mean, the gals, they are all awesome and gorgeous in their own way. They're all fabulous. BUT, I have always love BIG from the beginning. Well, hard-to-get men are definitely more attractive. Abso-fucking-lutely!haha. And Harry is so cute!!and Sweet. I mean even when Charlotte is being impossible he still shows that he cares and loves her no matter what. Steve is definitely Miranda's other half. To list all the things that I've learned from this show would be impossible. every issue is in there! so friends, if u haven't watch it, u simply MUST!!!!!!and i definitely can't wait for the movie!!