wow!

me : *showing some new things in my room*

him : * looked around in my room & not focusing to the words i'm saying*

me : asal???

him : oh.. byk gak buku masakan u..

me : saje beli pasal murah..

him : tp brape kali aje i rase pun.. setiap buku u reti masak SATU bende aje ke?

me : hmmm..

Thought of the Day #1

I've watched the notebook before but never seem to appreciate the movie. Now, I feel like watching the movie..

what do i miss the most?

sometimes, whenever i'm not doing anything, i like to think of the past. i know living in the past is not a good thing but i like reminiscing on good memories.

this would be one of the boring things that i miss about NZ / uni experience. what i miss the most about 'dating' while mark & i were still students were times when we celebrate our little achievements.

i work better when there's REWARDS / INCENTIVES compared to INTRINSIC MOTIVATION. he knows me so well that whenever he needs me to complete my assignment earlier so that he can refer to it as a 'guide'. i'd usually finish my assignment at least one day prior to the dateline as it'd only take him one whole night to understand the task and complete it. *cough* another similarity with FINA.. hehe..

i never attend classes on days after working SO HARD or during SPECIAL DAYS like raya etc. that's y i hate local unis. abroad, it's okay to attend only half of the lecture without having people to stare at you and the lecturers always upload their notes online! both of us would be too lazy to submit the assignment and usually i'd be the one climbing through the hills to get to the uni to submit our assignments.. sometimes i'd even singgah nab&myto's to submit their assignments as well... just because i never take afternoon naps and i don't sleep late... hehe...

after that i'd usually be glued on my laptop to catch up on my TV series. when mark would wake up he'd bring me to celebrate our achievement my bringing me for late lunch cum dinner and if it's not to late he would allow me to enter as many stores as i want on queen street.. (FYI, he always wants me to PLAN my shopping!!! he needs to understand that i would only realise the things that I NEED when I'm in the shopping mall / street).. hehe...

oh and if it's to late, he'd bring me to FOODTOWN as I love to go through the products and read magazines there..

what can i say?

I AM EASILY PLEASED!

=)

I love you

nicole, i love you. i love your songs and i love the way you look like. do you know how much i love you? hahaha.

'Life isn't about finding yourself, it's about creating yourself'

-Unknown

pray

okay the title reflects the song that i'm listening to... hence the title... oookayyyyy.... i know justin bieber is so lame but i got hooked to this song after watching grey's anatomy... i have not been updating my blog as i have been doing less 'cyber-stalking' and am spending more time on my dramas... brother&sisters, grey's anatomy, private practice & desperate housewives. i am more in love with them now more than ever. and i LOVEEE eva longoria MUCHOOOO! before this i can't decide on my favourite character in desperate housewives and this season, i have decided it is EVA LONGORIA. she's GORGEOUS and i so love love Gabriella Solis' character.

next up would be Vampire Diaries. i've been meaning to watch this show since like forever but i have not been in a vampire mode for like foreverrrrrrrrrrrr...

Hello!

Hello world! Right now am in kuala-la-la lumpur! actually not, am in USJ. LOL. saje aje nak cakap macam MIZZ NINA. speaking of her, she looks hot during her engagement to NOH SALLEH. so simple yet so pwetty!! SUPER-LIKE!! you can see the pictures @beautiful nara. OH MON DIEU! so lame bace gossip kat sittu... =b

today, if you were out with me, you would have been so proud of me! haha. i didn't spend a single dime. before i went out today, i promised myself to be patient for DECEMBER'S sale. after all, good things do come to those who wait. *wink*

oh, FYI, i'm updating this blog while watching BREAKFAST AT TIFFANY'S. oooohhh so romantic. and ohh la la audrey hepburn is so prettY!!!! if only i was born that beautiful... hahaha!! okay let's dream on...

anyways, I MISS YOU! haha. =b

untitled

untitled

went out for a while. it was raining so heavily. then i saw a pakcik riding a motorcycle. i feel so sad. =( cause it was a sad scene. i think my emotions have gone GAGA these few days. tapi kasihan pakcik tuuuu!!! =((((((((((

to sum up

okay. what did i do today? i woke up at 8.30. but i was so lazy to do house chores i stayed in my room at do my weekend cyber stalking. which is kind of boring. cause i have no idea who else should i stalk. pffftttt. anyways, i managed to get my lazy arse to get down and say good morning to the familia. after helping my mum *cough*rajinnye*cough*, my mum asked me to go out to Maslee with my dad to buy groceries. urghhh. definitely not the coolest place on earth. and since i just woke up i was so lazyyyy to take an early shower but my dad nak pegi ASAP so i simply wash my face & brush my teeth and put on yoga pants and ta-daaa! i'm ready to go. without combing my hair i simply tie it into a ponytail. it's not like i'll meet anyone. then my dad wanted to use my car, i was like okayyy... tak kesah pun pasal nak senang parking... when my dad entered my car macam biasela ade aje bende yang irritates him:

a. mine&liana's surat perlantikan pengawas spm. haha. it was put in my backseat. without any envelopes or files. haha.

b. i forgot to turn off my radio. and it was blasting!!!

then while looking for the stuffs... i met someone that i recognized. another teacher. but i think i managed to hide pretty well. LOL.

finally, after paying, we went straight to the car with a fully packed trolley.

then, when my dad opened the back of my car,... it was filled with goodie bags from my dinner!!! and my sport shoes, flip flop & sandals.

so to sum up, on the way back memang sakitla telingaaaaaaaa....

P/S: I know it's not much of an interesting story. but i've been reading my novel for quite a while that I need to do something else. that's why i wrote this entry.

OMGEEE!

O.M.G.! I really like to put myself in embarrassing situations. Which cannot be written here... HAHA!

of fun and hardships

i've had quite a memorable week! some important 'highlights' of my week.

1. i think i'd pass my spp but there were quite a number of questions where i couldn't answer them. and i actually even giggled when i couldn't answer them cause i was so NERVOUS!

2. next, preparing for the annual dinner. which was not too bad. except thinking of what to wear. luckily i wore something so simple as it was a very laid back & informal event.

3. okay sometimes it's hard to trust people. friendship troubles can be a pain in the ass as much as relationship troubles. i thought, when i start working it'll get easier. but it DOESN'T. i don't agree with many but when i reflect back, many might not be agreeing with as well. mmmm.

4. i think i did pretty okay in being the host during the dinner last night. at first i was worried that i might be too stiff but as time passed, i managed to loosen up. and so far i haven't receive any complaints. i mean people will rarely compliment on your good work but when you fail to do a good job, that's when you'll hear all the critics in the world.

5. okay i'm so tired of finding the perfect working shoes that is within my budget! *sigh*

okay i'm still tired! not in the mood to write moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..............................................

madness tuesday

what have i been doing? instead of studying for my SPP interview, i have been busy editing the school's eng department blog!! chaotic! =b

i want!

i want this room!!!!! i'm a barbie girl! in a barbie world!! hehehee. okay this is so random but i just realised something about myself. i can't stand SKEMA people. i can never be sincere to them. not ever. just a thought. i don't hate them. just that i can't be myself around them. =b.

jakshacsbec

it's a wednesdayyy!

my house is in chaos due to my maid running away. jadi kenela buat kerja sendiri!! waaaa!! perhaps i shall burn more caloriesssss.. hehe.

untitled.

i want everything but growing up sucks. it seems like i can't get everything that i want. life sucks at times.

Dear Fairy Godmother

Dear Fairy Godmother,

I have not been kind like Cinderella but I did try to be as kind as I can possibly be. I have the sudden urge to shop. BUT, I can't. Why? I'm not referring to MOOLAH although I wouldn't mind getting more. What I am wishing is that there are more stores designed to suit my needs here in JB. So please dear fairy godmother have these stores for me:

1. Diva

2. Charles&Keith

3. Aldo

4. Forever 21

5. Cotton On

6. Nine West

7. Liz Clairborne

These aren't even high end stores. it's just a place for me to purchase my basic needs. So please dear Fairy Godmother, build these stores for me here in JB. I promise I'll be good.

oh can you also speed up the internet connection speed here. (take note I'm not using any vulgar words)

P/S: I also have the sudden urge to make a lace baju kurung modern in TAN. hmmm. could be a good dress for kendurisssss.

who you are

“Be who you are, and say what you feel,

because those who mind don’t matter,

and those who matter don’t mind.”

Dr. Seuss

you have to read this quote a few times before the words actually sink in. The people who accept you for who you are and let you be yourself are actually the ones that matter.

oh i'm so happy to be back in JB. i'm so tired of picking out clothes from my luggage. i need choices!! haha. i spent so much in KL on good INVESTMENT i think. LOL.

i'm so not looking forward for MONDAY next week! urghhhhh!!!

unknown??

okay. this entry is like so random. yesterday while i was watching a cerekarama (is that the right word choice?), one of the not-so-famous character mentioned about 'syak wasangka'. like how it can destroy you and how it can lead to hatred. nobody has ever told me before (or perhaps i was in denial) i really like to have DOUBTS toward others. i mean, i am paranoid. sometimes people do what they do because they are who they are. emmmm. so true!! so as of yesterday, whenever someone does something that may appear to be suspicious, or may not be pleasing to my eyes, i will never ever DOUBT them. they may have their own reasons... okay that's all!!!.

XO fatin haya ismail

note to self

note to self: i have to buy raya cards!!! keep on terlupe ajeeee!! hehe.