i hate being vulnerable. i hate thinking that i matter. i hate that i am always hopeful. i just hate that i have to fall into that trap over & over again.
if this is PMS, it is definitely a long one. and i feel like i'm boiling every night. before i turn into ice. if u get what i mean.
is there something that i'm taking that is making me so miserable & demanding?
please after this be a post that is positive.
#nowplaying : daniel powter - bad day