i feel

it feels like i've been whining a lot this week. i just don't get it. why is the world against me this week? or this month if it were to get any worst.

i hate being vulnerable. i hate thinking that i matter. i hate that i am always hopeful. i just hate that i have to fall into that trap over & over again.

if this is PMS, it is definitely a long one. and i feel like i'm boiling every night. before i turn into ice. if u get what i mean.

is there something that i'm taking that is making me so miserable & demanding?

please after this be a post that is positive.

#nowplaying : daniel powter - bad day