just a thought

i suddenly feel like writing what i feel. i have been feeling this feeling for the past few weeks. i don't know how to call it? neglected. check. terase. check. you used to be the person who always check on me whenever we are seperated. BUT this time, you never did. i'm not mad or anything. i just felt that i am left behind in your little world where i used to feel belonged once. if you do that to others too i won't feel abandoned... but i know you never abandon the rest. you are even nice to people who are not close to you. or am i only remembered when my presence is there? i guess i kind of miss you but there's no point because you don't even seem to remember my existence???? *sob*sob* just a thought to YOU. <3

other than that, i am having a blast. haha.