uncool

what happened was uncool. what you did was uncool. i forgive and aims to forget. then you're doing another uncool thing. what the heck? i guess we'll always be uncool as long as you aim to please the uncool subject.

M.O.S.T

my most memorable experience
-sunway lagoon, form 4, did all rides.

my most terrifying moment
-1st October 2004

my most annoying habit
-have to spend all of my money

my most favourite people
-family, mark and friends

my most favourite song
-currently Britney's 'Out from Under'

my most favourite actress
-Julia Roberts

my most favourite series
-Gossip Girl, Desperate Housewives, Brothers and Sisters, Grey's Anatomy, The Hills, Sex and the City (I love them all)

my most favourite sitcom
-F.R.I.E.N.D.S

my most favourite celebrity crush
-Justin Timberlake

my most favourite dream
-when I dream that I could buy everything that I want

my most favourite website
- www.perezhilton.com

my most bad habit
- eating a lot

that's all. saje je. i couldn't sleep. so i have to write something.... Byee!

p/s:missing you already.

i think.

i think,
you are stupid,
i think,
you are lazy,
i think,
you are lying,
i think,
you are pretending,
i think,
you are foolish,
i think,
you are cold,
i think,
you should go.

rain rain

it has been raining for the past two days. i'm so bored. i don't know what to do.

trouble is a friend

trouble is a friend, no matter if you're fast no matter if you're slow, the eye of the storm and the cry in the morn, you're fine for a while but you start to loose control.

I'd like to pretend that I don't care but I know that I care. hmmpf. I know that the things that I do is childish but if I were to turn back the clock I will still be doing the same things. I know that you're or used to be a part of me and it has always been meaningless. From this moment on, bye bye you trouble maker(s)!!!

sometimes

sometimes. when I don't like something about someone, maybe I shouldn't have said anything. cause what I don't realize is that I do have the same trait. it will be just like 'menjilat ludah sendiri'. just a thought.

what did i do?? ahaha.

yesterday i had my linguist 307 exam. i would say that it was alright. hopefully pass la!!! haha. i'm so not an excellent student. anyways. i don't want to talk about my yesterday (saturday). on friday, my insurance money masuk. once the money is in, the temptation to but a new phone is soo tinggi!! i decided to go to queen street with mark, nab and myto even though we actually need to study for the exam asap. ye la orang lain dah pegi library since like two weeks ago!! kitorang ni boleh lagi nak meliar2. when we went to all the vodafone stores, *exaggerating* it seems that they only sell iphones on plan. wth!! i'm going back soon and nak plan ape nye!!! then i started to get cranky and hungry. selagi tak dapat phone. selagi tuhla tak puas hati!!! haha. so my patient bf and friends temanla pegi ALL the vodafone stores. At last we went to the vodafone store at downtown and i KNEW that it was my last hope. The guy started saying the same thing. Pas tuh like I start to buat muke kesian itu and I manage to purchase it!!!!!! Finally got my 16gb iphone 3g on Friday!!!

and then after that, usahla ditanye other merepek things that i bought. cause they are merepek!!! okay got to study EDUC now. even though i know i'll be studying at night. haha. bye!! xoxo.

woohoo

wow. it has been quite a while since i have this super duper excited feeling!haha. i felt awful when i woke up as the allowance was not in!!! then i accompanied myto to rent a car. anyways, since i was so bored waiting for the car to be ready. i decided to call the insurance company. at last, after being patient for quite some time, i managed to get the claim for my iphone!!yeay!!! and i'm getting $850. i'm super duper happyyyyyyyy. should i or shouldn't i get a new iphone? haha. after that, we went to the shipping company.... on our way back from the shipping company, nab texted and said that our allowance is in!!!woohooooooo!!!my week was really crappy at the beginning but now it is definitely getting better. is that a sign that i'll do well for my exam?haha. i don't think so! study pun belum ade hati nak do well. i hope i'll at least pass cause i will definitely NOT want to repeat LINGUIST307. Tons of assignments!! and still there's a 40% exam!! memang the lecturer like orang gile and kerje pun mcm orang gile!! haha. okay, continuing my story even though it's not chronologically, once we realized that the allowance is in macam biasela.....straight go shoppingggg. since we haven't been to dressmart for quite a while we decided to drive there. well actually not 'we'... myto had to drive there.. haha.when i arrive dressmart as usual i act macam orang gila cause everything is so cheap. anyways i didn't shop much.. betul!!! myto was the one who shopped a lot for his newborn nephew. although geram btul since we chose so many stuff the receptionist left out the cute topi!!!! haha.hmmm. what else? then we got back and myto cooked for us. as usual again!!! haha. then we decided to study although i don't consider the amount that i read just now as 'studying'. anyways okay.. i want to sleep now cause have to wake up early tomorrowww..continue 'studying'.haha. Bye!!!

ya Allah!

eiiii!!!! i don't understand why sharifah ratina can be so stupido!!! we still have not yet received our allowance when we are going back in 21 daysssssssss!!!!!! hello!!! makan kuih raye aje keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

desperation

chris brown may say that he could see hearts all over the world tonight but i may see desperation all over the world tonight. i don't know why but i believe that desperation can be seen as a positive thing since i can see it everywhere. in a way, desperation could connote a positive tone as it leads to love, new friendship and love again. i mean many people today have got to be desperate in order to find love. especially girl. *cough*. with the limited resources of men nowadays. LOL. *sigh*. however desperation can also make people become more distant, gets jealous and choose revenge. This is when some people will tend to be Miss Kiasu and would compete with people they consider to be their competition. It can be funny at times but it can also be annoying, I guess. It's not that I have ever encountered the 'desperatest desperation'. Haha. anyways, i am just writing this because i was reading something that makes me think of the term desperation.

oh allowance!

yeay! i managed to do the things that i aim to do!!! now i am so stress! bile la allowance ni nak masuk. apela masalah kpm!!!!!!i want my allowanceeeeeeeee. i want to have more moneyyyyyyyyyy......