very very tak kesah.

i am in a very very tak kesah attitude right now. before i start to dive into my troubles, i've just realised something:

Leighton Meester

Olivia Palermo

They're like sisters! They are so ALIKE. I know the City is like so dead right now that i still care for Olivia Palermo but since I am reminiscing GG old episodes, I can't help to notice the similarities between them....

my feelings: i feel so stupid. for doing stupid things. even when it's not worth it.i've hurt people along the way.will i ever grow up?